the Joker Effect.

i know it's seems insensitive to talk about relationships at a time like this. but there's no better time to desire a partner and kids. you run around scrambling, sacrificing for a better place. but who makes sure you have a pillow for your head to lay? you carry all the loads because your back … Continue reading the Joker Effect.

Distant Lover.

you're all the way over there. i'm all the way over here. we're "together" but we're not. i need you closer! this isn't fair. when we talk and laugh, i feel you. but after we talk and laugh, i wanna feel you. you tell me to come thru and chill. and i tell you that … Continue reading Distant Lover.

Say Hello To The Bad Guy.

people need people to point the finger at. to distract them and everyone else from their own flaws and faults and mistakes and mishaps. you're not better. you're not righteous. you're not different. you just hide. once we shift the conversation to others being difficult, we're no longer talking about what they're difficult about and … Continue reading Say Hello To The Bad Guy.