HEAL.

i remember being on my podcast right after George Floyd was killed and the four other speakers spoke on how they felt and the actions they thought would and should happen. when it came time for me to give my perspective, like always, i didn't consider if others would like or dislike my opinion. "i … Continue reading HEAL.

the Joker Effect.

i know it's seems insensitive to talk about relationships at a time like this. but there's no better time to desire a partner and kids. you run around scrambling, sacrificing for a better place. but who makes sure you have a pillow for your head to lay? you carry all the loads because your back … Continue reading the Joker Effect.

TALK. SPEAK YOUR TRUTH.

can i tell you one of the most rewarding acts i have ever done??? talked. elation. joyous. fulfilling. speaking for yourself is powerful. i'm sure some would recall when having an idea or perspective wanting to be heard but someone speaking over you or even saying "what she/he MEANT to say was..." as if you … Continue reading TALK. SPEAK YOUR TRUTH.

HATE/LOVE.

HATE. Hate hates Love. they're opposites. eating nothing but HATE will make LOVE taste and sound so unappetizing. eating nothing but HATE will make forgiving yourself and others so unappealing. HATE will cover your tastebuds with dread, depression, disgust, disgrace. our tastebuds get use to HATE when we eat nothing but it. when we go … Continue reading HATE/LOVE.

charge it to the game. part two.

forgiveness is not for them. it is for you. I'm Locked Up. it gives you your life and power back. you don't even have to let the other person know. sometimes the other person isn't accessible. sometimes that person isnt alive. or far removed from you and your life. that's good. you hold the power. … Continue reading charge it to the game. part two.